Unlovable

I only asked for a hug
  ...to remind me I still need comfort

But you were too busy
  ...to hold an insanity such as mine

So once again to bed I go
  ...to cry myself into a restless slumber

As I try to understand
  ...what it is that makes me so

             ...unworthy...
   
     ...unbearable...
             
                     ...unlovable...